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live on this moment

Imej
Today is my off day, so I would like to clear up a bit and rant on life in my blog. Spending my day off with late sleep and late wake up. Then still go to office to settle few things. Eating too much at fast food restaurant until you get stomach ache. Get free Wi-Fi but you still doing your work for 5 hours until your backbone feel like been ripped off.  Having a good conversation at playground with your sister about life and then reached home at nights. What a well spend day isn’t?
Plan your future ~it always good being able to talk about everything with someone. My sister had been planning on her life 5 years ahead. Like marriage, job, family and etc. giving few advice on this and on that. I’ve been a good listener and commenting a lot on her life plan. There a lot details and backup plan if things goes wrong I guess.
Live this moment ~however, I’m not good at making plan. I would describe my life like never ending flowing river. I’m not making any specific plan for my future. I …

ranting on life

Imej
~Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera. it's been 6 months from my last entry. it write something about religion and mostly it was sensitive issues. sooooo, that entry shall stay on draft only. some things are good too share and some things are not. 
here i am again. another temptation to write. and we'll see how far this post gonna be. this time i'm writing in english because it found it easier to express. but to talk in English it much more errrrrr. for example, when i write " i love you" feel more meaningful rather than writing "saya sayang awak" which i find more chessy. maybe i lost in malay = english translation context. okayyyy, what ever!
now i already 23, which i found life gets harder ~studying ~career ~financially ~personally ~spiritually ~mentally
everythings seem overwhelmed. yeah, i need to snap it out.endure every second of it. so, here i'm writings somethings for my dear future in case i still alive to read. either to smile when look …

Mengetahui dan Berpandangan

Imej
sejauh mana kita berhak untuk berkata mengenai sesuatu topik atau isu?
~kita belajar belajar bukan sekadar menuntut ilmu secara formal di universiti atau kolej. habis belajar dan mendapat pengiktirafan mengenai sesuatu perkara. bolej jadi kita belajar secara tidak fornal. belajar dari orang lain yang lebih arif atau belajar sendiri melalui pengalaman atau melalui bacaan sendiri. pokoknya, jujur sumber ilmu yang diperoleh. bukan sekadar "saya rasa" atau "teori tiada asas kukuh"
~kita rasa mendalami dengan merasai sendiri. mengaplikasi perkara yang dipelajari, lebih membawa kefahaman. jadi, jika mahu berkata mengenai politik maka perlu boleh mengundi dahulu. atau jika mahu berkata mengenai perihal mendidik anak maka perlu mempunyai anak dahulu. adakah begitu? tidak salah untuk berkata mengenai sesuatu yang kita tidak pernah buat tetapi mempunyai ilmu. perlu ingat, ada perbezaan ilmu antara si pelaku dan si pemerhati. tidak sesiapa yang lebih baik tetapi kefahaman ju…

baru VS lama

Imej
~been surfing for a while, looking for inspiration to type something on this blog. BUT, already 4 hours but still not moving. So, i decide to type few simple things as introduction. Maybe the inspiration will pop ups :)

~bila dah tinggal di sarawak, selalu tertukar nak eja kucing jadi kuching. Penangan rindu sarawak mungkin. Minggu lepas ada kucing lalu depan rumah, usap bulu sebab nampak comel, Sekali lekat tinggal kat rumah. Dan nama dia adalah Leman, Leman, I LOVE YOUUUUU!
Apa Rasanya Disalah Erti - Ustaz Hasrizal 
~Catatan terbaru oleh ustas Hasrizal yang di ulang dari tahun 2010. Kerana aku percaya setiap manusia itu berbeza, makanya sedaya upaya jugalah memahami sesuatu perkara dari sudut pandang mereka. Bukan dari sudut pandang aku. Adil apabila berpendapat dan berfikir. Memahami dahulu sebelum meminta untuk difahami.



~blog kedua yang mula dibina sekitar bulan jun tahun 2012. Berkisarkan puisi, anekdot dan cerpen yang ditulis. Penukisan ketika masa kreatif, gembira tetapi keban…