live on this moment
Today is my off day, so I would like to clear up a bit and rant on life in my blog. Spending my day off with late sleep and late wake up. Then still go to office to settle few things. Eating too much at fast food restaurant until you get stomach ache. Get free Wi-Fi but you still doing your work for 5 hours until your backbone feel like been ripped off. Having a good conversation at playground with your sister about life and then reached home at nights. What a well spend day isn’t?
Plan your future
~it always good being able to talk about everything with someone. My sister had been planning on her life 5 years ahead. Like marriage, job, family and etc. giving few advice on this and on that. I’ve been a good listener and commenting a lot on her life plan. There a lot details and backup plan if things goes wrong I guess.
Live this moment
~however, I’m not good at making plan. I would describe my life like never ending flowing river. I’m not making any specific plan for my future. I just felt everything will come at rights timing. So i just go with the flow. The most important things is I live at this moment and try to be a human with good souls
~at this age people had been asking about marriage. It doesn’t bother me anyway when people asking “when would you imagine yourself being married?” I just said “By god will, anytime. I never plan to marry at certain age. I only imagine if I meet someone good, I will marry at that time. When I’m mentally ready not when I’m physically old”.
~I’m having a hard time to catch up with my study, but I tried my best. Taking longer than other doesn’t mean you are failure. Even if I fail to graduate *god forbids, I would never see it as a failure. Being able to further my study is already a precious experience for me. I learn a lot as human already and that was the things I valued so much
~I’ve been working like 4 months already. When others choose to quit, I’ve choose to stay and endure. People been asking why I been so hard to move on. It just because it feel good when you being able to being kind with people, not necessarily money issues.
~having a family, house, car, job and money is everyone dreams. When you being able to settle down at one place and life seem less chaotic. I just feel need to see the world more. Live like traveller and learn more from human.
at the end,
~I don’t need fancy things to live. I just need souls to live every seconds of my life. Maybe our definition on successfulness is different. Being able to love yourself and be kind others are my definition of successful. If you happy with your life planning, I’ll be happy for you too. You might say I don’t have ambition or crazy but at least I’m happy.
pssstttt: I'm so in love with Rumi wisdom :)